Hiding your true feelings

this one is too cheesy I dunno why I wrote this hahaha...
enjoy reading! you could suggest a topic that you want
and I will wrote it in poem....

Whenever you look me in the eyes I feel so nervous

Whenever you touch me with your soft hands my heart beats so fast

Whenever you talk to me I can't speak any words to say

I just can't say what I really feel to you.

Whenever you are there I don't know what to do 

Whenever I don't see you I felt missing you

I love you but it's really hard to say it out loud

I like you but I can't say it.

Should I just hide this feelings forever?

Should I just forget what I really for you?

I always think of you every moment

I've gone crazy because of thinking of you.

I can't sleep and I can't eat when I can't see you

It's so hard to stop this feelings for you

I even can't control my feelings when I see you

I still can't say what I feel 

You still owns my heart until now.

My Own English Version of T-ara's YaYaYa

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa Love me hey YaYaYaYa

Subidubi ShaLaLaLaLa The two of us YaYaYaYa

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa Love me hey YaYaYaYa

(Shubidubi) Supa Nova

Sizzle Sizzle, it's burning like a flame so , Hot Hot

Round and Round, You keep on coming round and dazling, ah ah

Yo ma Yo ma Lova Lova, Yo ma Yo ma Supa Nova U hee U U hee

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa Love me hey YaYaYaYa

I'm front of you now (oh) I become so small (oh) I like you

Subidubi ShaLaLaLaLa The two of us YaYaYaYa

I only see is you U hee U U U U U U U U Hee Hee Hee Hee Hee

*CHORUS*

Oh Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go 

You see my heart then take it, right now ah ah

Both of us now Do it Do Do it Do Do it Do

I give my love just for you, only ah ah

Ah Ah Ah Go it Go it Ah Ah Ah Do it Do it

Ah Ah Ah Go it Go it Go it Go Go it Go

Many Many Many in a bit, in a bit, in a bit again

Thump Thump thumping, I'm so nervous again Go it Go it Go

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa Love me hey YaYaYaYa

Subidubi ShaLaLaLaLa The two of us YaYaYaYa

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa Love me hey YaYaYaYa

(Shubidubi) Supa Nova

Burning Burning, Look at me and my eyes are dazling, hot hot

Shaking Shaking, my whole body is shaking because of nervous ah ah

Yo ma Yo ma Lova Lova, Yo ma Yo ma Supa Nova U hee U U hee

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa Love me hey YaYaYaYa

I'm so In love (oh) I'm going crazy (oh) My good boy

Subidubi ShaLaLaLaLa The two of us YaYaYaYa

and I only see is you U hee U U U U U U U U Hee Hee Hee Hee Hee

*CHORUS*

Oh Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go 

You see my heart then take it, right now ah ah

Both of us now Do it Do Do it Do Do it Do

I give my love just for you only ah ah

Ah Ah Ah Go it Go it Ah Ah Ah Do it Do it

Ah Ah Ah Go it Go it Go it Go Go it Go

Many Many Many in a bit, in a bit, in a bit again

Thump Thump thumping, I'm so nervous again Go it Go it Go

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa Love me hey YaYaYaYa

You make me Go LaLaLaLa Baby Boy You so Hot Hot

You and Me the two of us, Yes we, only of us this P.A.R.T.Y 

You can hear my heart keeps on, thumping so loud

*CHORUS*

Oh Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go it Go 

You see my heart then take it, right now ah ah

Both of us now Do it Do Do it Do Do it Do

I give my love just for you only ah ah

Ah Ah Ah Go it Go it Ah Ah Ah Do it Do it

Ah Ah Ah Go it Go it Go it Go Go it Go

Let me seeya LaLaLaLa

Lies

You promised to be with me forever

You even said you will be there no matter what happens 

You said you'll do better than before

You said you will love me even if it's already the end of the world

But those are all lies I found out that you were always doing that to all your girls

I was also poisoned by your poisonous words like them

All of you were just the same like the guys I've met before

You didn't even cared for what I feel 

I even cried in front of you 

You just stayed so calm in front of me 

You just looked at me like nothing happens

Then you came back and asked for a second chance

And because I loved you I still gave you that second chance you asked

But then you made promises again and fooled me

I cried so many nights and I think I should end this

And forget you though I still love you.

You were just a dream and an Imagination

At first you were just a picture from my dreams 

You were just a drawing from my mind

You were just an imagination from what I imagined

Then you came in front of me saying I'm yours

I thought I was just imagining at the time again

You said your here for me because I asked for you

You said you will take good care of me

I even questioned my self and gone crazy

That was a unbelievable thing because you were just my imagination

But then your here again begging for me

I was still in shock because I still believe that your my imagination

Whenever your there I really thought I was still sleeping

But then as the time passes by I felt falling for you

Though I know I already fall for you through my dreams

I couldn't stopped this heart to fall for you

And now I know that you are real.

Unbreak

You said you won't leave me

You said you will be here for me

You said you will take care of me

And now I saw you with another woman

My heart turns into pieces 

From on that day I closed my ears for your words

You made me believe on those lies you made

Suddenly tears falls from my eyes

 I gave my everything to you

But still it's not enough for you

I wanna forget everything you did but it's not really working

The only solution is to erase you in my life.

You are the Greatest Gift

You showed me the true meaning of Love

You Loved me as I am

You did everything for me

You saved me from falling apart

You change the things that can go me through wrong

You helped me through hard times

You were also there in my happiest moments

You tried to fit my world though I know it's hard for you

You understand me in my failures 

You were also there when I feel sad

You were always there to make me smile

You are the greatest gift I have in my Life

You gave me your Life without hesitations

You thought me things that I didn't know

You continued to love me without asking me to love you

You said I'm the greatest gift but You are the one who is the greatest 

gift of all.

I Love you though you won't love me

I love you though we don't meet each other yet

I love you though you don't know me

I love you though I could not touch you

I want you to know that I love you

I still love you though your far away

I will be with you though your not here with me

I'm going to wait though you don't know that I was here

I will still love you though everyone turns back on me

I will love you though I know it's a waste of time

I will love you though I know that you won't love me

I will still love you though I know you won't give back the love I gave to you

I will still love you though I know it's hard to fit your world

I'll still love you though the world gets angry to me

I'll still hold my love for you though I know it's wrong

I'll keep my love for you though I know this will destroy me

I'll continue my love for you though everyone tells me that don't do it

I will love you though this won't work

I will love you though I know it's really hard

I will love you until my last breathe

I will love you until the end

My own English Version of 2NE1's Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music(oh)

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't

Everybody hands up high Let's raise our hands through the sky

face to face stare at each other's face Rock, Rock, Rock Don't stop

this is so fun, we have the finest cuisine for you let's move here and there

let me hear your voice (Fiore) In this loud Music, we are Fiore

(Fiore) you know we're dangerous like thorns on a red rose(Fiore)

leave yourself from this rhythm we made (Fiore)in this place, and it's just music and you

*CHORUS*

and after this music comes to an end will be the last and I know that 

I will not see you again, So DJ, turn the music so loud as it more excites us

so that we forget everything, and we treasure from this moment  

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music(oh)

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't

Everybody hands up high (Oh) let's put them all together

we're all ready to get crazy tonight, Rock, Rock, Rock keep rocking

Let's become one, become one, everybody let's unite tonight..

Let's become one, become one, until this club burns like a fire...

(Fiore) In this loud Music, we are Fiore (Fiore) you know we're dangerous like thorns 

on a red rose (Fiore) Let's match this beat and match all the steps 

in this place, and it's just music and you

*CHORUS*

and after this music comes to an end will be the last and I know that 

I will not see you again, So DJ, turn the music so loud as it more excites us

so that we forget everything, and we treasure from this moment  

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music(oh)

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't

The sun is rising up right now, but still the music won't stop playing

But this moment is the time, for me to rest, even just for a glimpse

but still and even now, this music makes me high....

*CHORUS*

and after this music comes to an end will be the last and I know that 

I will not see you again, So DJ, turn the music so loud as it more excites us

so that we forget everything, and we treasure from this moment  

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music(oh)

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop the music

Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't stop

My own English Version of Co-Ed/Co-Ed School's Bbribbom Bberibbom

I need you to be here, with me right now....

I need you to be here, in my heart right now...

*CHORUS*

ta ta ta ta ta try follow me now...

ta ta ta ta ta try to be crazy for me baby...

ta ta ta ta ta try to make me yours forever, as much as you want now

Bbribbom Bberibbom....

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Bbiribbom

eh eh eh eh eh eh eh Bberibbom

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Bbiribbom

eh eh eh eh eh eh eh....

then from the time I first saw you, my heart beats so fast like crazy

and I think that you were totally different from the other girls I met before

at first you ignored me and I say hello then you replied hello...

you just like to play around, but I really want to be your man...

I've been checking on you and watching you for how many days....

I've been waiting for you to say something, but then I get sick of this....

and I felt a chest pain and I thought I was sick

I'm so scared that my heart keeps on beating so fast, I'm scared I might die now

don't you know that my heart is burning? Bbiribbom Bberibbom...

*CHORUS*

ta ta ta ta ta try follow me now...

ta ta ta ta ta try to be crazy for me baby...

ta ta ta ta ta try to make me yours forever as much as you want now

Bbribbom Bberibbom....

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Bbiribbom

eh eh eh eh eh eh eh Bberibbom

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Bbiribbom

eh eh eh eh eh eh eh....

your'e my only hope to escape from all those girls keeps on following me

your the one I only want to sing a song for, and who can sing a song for me; your'e my boo...

from now on I'll be by your side for 24 hours like a body guard...

I don't need other words, I just need this word Y.O.U

Don't think that I play games on you, don't think that I don't consider your feelings

I just don't want the things to be easy just way like In my life...

as I feel it coming through my heart, feels like rocks are throwing at my heart

and now my heart is trembling and shaking Bbiribbom Bberibbom...

now your here and my heart feels like floating, falling for you day by day...

I need you forever, come near to me ohoah!...

*CHORUS*

ta ta ta ta ta try follow me now...

ta ta ta ta ta try to be crazy for me baby...

ta ta ta ta ta try to make me yours forever, as much as you want now

Bbribbom Bberibbom....

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Bbiribbom

eh eh eh eh eh eh eh Bberibbom

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Bbiribbom

eh eh eh eh eh eh eh....

My own English Version of T-ara's Why are you being like this?

why are you being like this? 3x

I see you blink your eyes..

your heart seems beating so fast...

do you feel worried? do you feel uncomfortable?

it's obvious that you've been fallen for me...

oops opps Baby...

I feel so hot like burning...

did you say no? then your lying...

till when do you want to be like this?

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I love you, like crazy....

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

it seems that your heart, wants to say something...

*CHORUS*

why are you being like this? 2x

tell me why why why are you being like this?

what should i do?  it's driving me crazy...

please stop stop doing this to me...

you know you know...what do I really really feel...

I love you, I like you...

now I wanna hear you say this things to me...

knock knock knock knock

can you hear me now?

knock knock knock knock

Just wanna love you now...

Welcome to your wonderland

Everyday I knock knock

knock knock knock knock

Love me, Love me Baby..

I only think of you, you everyday...

like a sweet kiss S.O.S!

now save me my,boy..

call me call me Baby...

my heart beats so so fast..

your voice kills me, your look melts me...

just fall for me, my boy...

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I love you, like crazy....

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

it seems that your heart, wants to say something...

*CHORUS*

why are you being like this? 2x

tell me why why why are you being like this?

what should i do? it's driving me crazy...

please stop stop doing this to me...

you know you know...what do I really really feel...

I love you, I like you...

now I wanna hear you say this things to me...

knock knock knock knock

can you hear me now?

knock knock knock knock

Just wanna love you now...

Welcome to your wonderland

Everyday I knock knock

knock knock knock knock

Rap

Don't play this stupid games cause you'll just get hurt

Don't think that this things are only coincidence... this is our fate

you are my boy, don't try to escape from me

today is even expected Baby...

knock knock knock knock knock oh...

You know my style...

stop being like this, I know even if I hold you

you'll say good bye!

why are being like this? 3x

*CHORUS*

why are you being like this?

tell me why why why are you being like this?

what should i do? it's driving me crazy...

please stop stop doing this to me...

you know you know...what do I really really feel...

I love you, I like you...

now I wanna hear you say this things to me...

knock knock knock knock

can you hear me now?

knock knock knock knock

Just wanna love you now

can you hear my knock knock?
all i want is you, you
knock knock knock knock x2
can you hear me now?
knock knock knock knock....

Just wanna love you now..

Welcome to your wonderland!

everyday I knock

knock knock knock knock knock....

Inspired short Lyrics/Poems hehe...

I want to love you….

It was all unruly, then you came, I wasn’t sure if this is a right feeling.

It was all new feeling for me, I never felt this way before. I don’t know

If this is love or something else.

*The way you look and the way you hold me feels so different like I forgot everything, I’m trying to avoid this feeling but you keep coming near to me, I want to love you.

I know I feel this is really not right, but my heart keeps telling me to love you, and now I know what you really are to me though I know love will get through hardships and happiness, I won’t leave you I will stay by your side forever.

Good Bye…

Saying to forget him is so easy, but your heart doesn’t want to follow what you say, trying to erase all the memories with him is not easy, trying to fix your broken heart is really hard.

*It really hurts to remember all the things you had with him, it hurts so much to erase him in your life, It hurts It hurts like a magic spell good bye.

Then you saw him with another girl, looks like he already moved on so easily, it hurts that your not yet moving on, try to forget him like he does to you, so that you could cast from the spell good bye.

But it’s time to set him from your heart, and forget everything because he said good bye already.

Unexpected Feeling

I’m not this kind of person before you came into my life, I changed a lot when you walk into my life, and it was difficult to accept your world, because it’s different from mine.

*When I see you coming near to me, my heart keeps on pounding like a ball keep on bouncing; I know this is love and this is unexpected feeling.

You said you will love me as I am, you said you will never leave me till the end; you said you will be with me even in hard times, but I will do the same you did and I will do it better.

*When you’re beside me, my heart keeps on pounding like a clock keeps on rotating, and I know that I love you and this is unexpected feeling.

Smile to Me

It was on the first day when I first saw you, standing in front of everyone that was the first feeling towards a person, and it was all started from there, and there you are smiling to the world and the world smiles back to you too.

*I hope you could smile to me like you did to the world, that sweet smile, that pleasant happy face you gave to the world, I want to own it, I want to have you forever, I want you to be my side till the end.

Then it was on the second day that you were filled with smile again, then I was standing in front of you hoping that you will smile to me too like you did to the world like from the first day, and I was wishing someday that smile will be mine only.

My Playful Kiss short review? haha...

Recently and last month we fell in love with the so called drama Playful Kiss/Naughty Kiss/Mischievous Kiss/It started with a Kiss Korean version whatsoever! I wondered and I feel sorry for the characters that the drama has reach only the ratings of 6.0% on the last episode (16) in Korea nationwide. When I heard that they are going to continue it through you tube I felt relief and so happy because I was just starting to be addicted to it and I feel it was just yesterday that I was watching the first episode, and learning each characters also loving the tandem of Baek Seung Jo (Kim Hyun Joong) and Oh Ha Ni (Jung So Min).  I felt different through their tandem since I encountered different tandems already; their impact is so different even in BTS (Behind the scenes) and NGs (No good). Like the SukieHye (Jang Geun Suk and Park Shin Hye), both have different impact but this two (KHJ and JSM) showing something different side through BTS specially Kim Hyun Joong. I hope they will have a sequel for this drama or even they could not make a sequel both Kim Hyun Joong and Jung So Min will be paired again for a new drama and surely it will have a good ratings…and because they have a good chemistry and I know not me only but we know that they liked each other…they are just hiding it to avoid issues…

Playful Kiss....the last episode for the Youtube Special Edition...

After I’ve heard about the news that Playful Kiss YouTube edition is coming to end last October 16, 2010 (Tuesday), many  of us feel sad about it specially the HyunMin’s and MinJoong’s and also me because I’m one of them. It’s so hard to let go Playful Kiss because the love story of Baek Seung Jo and Oh Ha Ni has been part of our daily lives, like before we go to sleep or whenever we open our computers we usually watch Playful Kiss. And it’s really hard to forget about the memories of Seung Jo and Ha Ni together, from the start and on how they fall for each other until they got married, we also got curious on what will happen to the next episodes and also we waste our time on the computer just to wait for the up loaders to upload the next episode with subs. It’s a relief for the fans that Kim Hyun Joong and Jung So Min will be together again for promoting Playful Kiss in another countries, I really hope that this two will gonna develop a feelings for each other. Let’s watch the 7^th and the last episode of Playful Kiss…down there…(just click the link)


Playful Kiss 7th You tube special edition...

A Refreshing Day.....

The Road I always take before I get to School

 It was a new day and a fresh start for everything and yeah I was late again I was always like this and being tired for now. I was talking about last October 9,2010(Tuesday), I entered the class 20 or 30 minutes before 8 and this is unusual habit of a student but in our class it’s a usual thingy specially me because my classmates are already used to it and also my teachers hehe. I know this a bad habit of a student but I know I will learn some day and will not be late anymore. Even though I was late I didn’t feel worried or scared that my teacher will tell me or scold me to go out of the room at that time, I’m also in a good mood at that day and I shouldn’t worry  about things because God is always there to guide and to protect me. The second subject was Economics for 2 hours and yeah I hate the teacher not also me but also my other classmates does, we used to have a solving problem in Economics and I accidentally slept for a minutes and thank God! The teacher didn’t caught me slept. After that sleepy subject we had our Lunch Break wuhoo! Lunch Break! I love that 1 hour brain rest, and my lunch was fried chicken again I used to I mean not used to but recently I do exchange my lunch with my classmates, because I got an allergy already in chicken specially in fried chicken. At that time we all have same lunch, I have nothing to do just eat my lunch, after the lunch break back to classes of course I did take to brush my teeth haha! it was English class with our teacher that always enters in our room with a bad mood, haha! I realized that who would ever wants to enter a class like this? 

but after that her face will turn into happiness because all her lessons are really interesting and we really listen to her we also learned so much from her, though she's a bit strict. After the English class is snack break or so called Recess in our country, and there was Mang Raul who always sells roasted peanuts and milk candies(Pastillas), after the Recess it's our last subject for today Music, Arts, and P.E. in short MAPEH the H is health in some schools they call it PEHM, we were in the middle part of the class around 3:30 0r 4:30 I can't remember the exact time but I surely remember the happenings. Our teacher ask us to do something like writing, then suddenly I heard my classmates shouting  and I turn my head up I saw a SA student(student assistant) asking our teacher to sign on the paper, and I found out that my classmates were shouting because of the SA, the SA was a cute boy with his handkerchief, had a very beautiful eyes with long eye lashes that is not typical for boys. Whenever he enters the other rooms we heard the other students shouts also because of that SA, then suddenly the SAO(Student Affairs Office) teacher runs upstairs to look over the commotion that is happening through the 4th year level, then he found out that the students saw a cute boy hahaha! it sounds funny. After the 2 hours of noisiness and discussions at last the bell rang! going home is the most exciting part of the day in school and my favorite keke~ I love going home taking rides and commutes, having a normal life as a student, sound tripping while walking through our house and at last I'm home! I'm so tired and sweaty whuuu....

chapter 10-To stay with you forever is all I want to do...(last chapter)

I love you, you know that....

after a week...

Grand Pa: wake up Jessica...

Jessica: Grand Pa...what was it?

Grand Pa: didn't you remember that Gi kwang is leaving today?....

Jessica: ahh yes! I remember it it's today!

after an hour...

Gi kwang: Grand Pa...did Irie waked up already?

Grand Pa: yes...she waked up already...I thought she was already here to say good bye to you...

Jessica was standing beside the door of the room watching them...

Jessica: I really don't want to say good bye...it will hurt me so much to see him leaving...I'm going to stay here...

after an hour...Irie runs through the corridors because she might seen by Gi kwang

Grand Pa: oh! I heard the sound of running...I think it was Jessica...I think she's escaping you Gi kwang...

Gi kwang: it's ok Grand Pa...I think she will be lonely if she saw me leaving infront of her eyes...

Grand Pa: yeah...I think it's better but if you want to see her you could go to her room...

Gi kwang: it's ok Grand Pa...I won't bother her anymore...I'm just going to visit you and Jessica...

Gi kwang was getting near to the door of the Mansion...and then Jessica runs through the door...

Jessica: wait!

Grand Pa: ok...I think I need to leave the both of you...I'm going...

Jessica: it's hard to say this thing...I'm confused on what you are really to me...
I'm not like this before, and it's really driving me crazy...

Gi kwang: are you leading me?

Jessica: leading? what do you mean?

Gi kwang: I'm the one who suppose to say that...

Jessica: suppose to?

Gi kwang: because I'm the guy here I'm the one who should confess the feelings not you...

Jessica: because if I didn't do it you will leave...

Gi wkang:(smiled, grabbed Jessica and hugged her)

Jessica: hey, your'e to fast!

Gi kwang: I love you...

Jessica: ahhh...(smiling) hey...you know what will my answer is...

Gi kwang: but I want to hear it right now...

Jessica: right now?

Gi kwang: yes, right now..

Jessica: ok...I love you..aish! it's a bit chessy!

Gi kwang: haha! it's ok!


The End~ kekeke see you again on my next fanfict. story...everyone could suggests characters.....

Chapter 9-It's driving me crazy.....

           

I want to do an

 aegyo for 

YOU ONLY....

Gi kwang: Grand Pa...I think I'm ready to leave...

Grand Pa: leave? why? does Jessica is being good now?

Gi kwang: yes, Grand Pa  she changed a lot...as you can see she's not saying meany words now...

after a minute...

Jessica: what are the both of you talking about?

Gin kwang: we were talking about your big change....

Jessica: ahhh so you really tell about this to Grand Pa imediately...

Grand Pa: of course! so that he could go back to his parents so soon....

Jessica looks so sad after hearing that Gi kwang is going back home...

Gi kwang: I was thinking that I'm going to go home next week...

Jessica: next week?(sad face)

Gi kwang:(holds Jessica's face) it's ok Jessica I'm going to visit you here don't worry...

Jesica:(looking at Gi kwang) your hand is so warm...

Grand Pa: ahh ehemp...uhmmp...I think I need to go now...

Gi kwang and Jessica: ahhh ok Grand Pa...I'm sorry...

Grand Pa: its ok...continue what you were doing(sounds of the door slammed)

Gi kwang: I'm really going to miss you(hugged Jessica)

Jessica: ahhh...(smiled)

on the next day....

Grand Pa: Jessica...Is there other feeling that you feel for Gi kwang?

Jessica: what do you mean Grand Pa?

Grand Pa: you know...that something...

Jessica: ahh! no! of course not! we are just friends...that's impossible...

Grand Pa: some couple starts with friendship...maybe there's another thing between the both of you...

Jessica: Grand Pa! it's really impossible! that won't happened...

Grand Pa: Jessica it's ok to fall for someone...your'e in the right age already and Gi kwang-ho is ok with me...

Jessica: Grand Pa...I think this isn't the right time for that...

Grand Pa: ok whatever you think for now...but I really feel something between the both of you..dear...

Jessica: Grand Pa!...

Grand Pa: ok I'm going...

Jessica: do I really feel something for Gi kwang? or just Grand Pa is insisting it? aah! this is driving me nuts!

continuation on chapter 10--To stay with you forever is all I want to do...

Chapter 8- Jessica is being nice now...

So SEXY

Gi kwang: Jessica..about last week?

Jessica: yesterday?(flashback) ahhh!(put her right hand on her forhead) my head is aching!
I'm going to go to my room first we just continue our session later on....

Gi kwang: aish! she's just escaping...

after a minute....

Jessica: whuuuu...I better be in my room today rather than to talk about that thingy...

and then Gi kwang came...

Jessica: omo! he came!...ahhh! my head is really aching....

Gi kwang: ok! stop acting!

Jessica: I'm not kidding here...

Gi kwang: let's just talk later or tomorrow...

after the day ends...Gi kwang came to Jessica's room...Jessica runs to her bed immediately...

Gi kwang: she's sleeping...I'm just going to talk to her tomorrow...

on the next day...as were Gi kwang and Jessica walking through the corridor of the Mansion...

Gi kwang: Jessica...

Jessica: Gi kwang! aahh!

Gi kwang: it's ok! I won't ask about that anymore...

Jessica: ok good...so are we going to start again the session?

Gi kwang: of course! should we start now?...

they went to Jessica's room...

Gi kwang: it seems that you can control now your anger...

Jessica: ahh yeah...I could also notice it...thanks to you...

Gi kwang: oh! you know now how to say thank you...

Jessica: ahh haha yeah...

Gi kwang: your really diffirent now from the first time I meet you...

Jessica: so now I could set you free...

Gi kwang: ahh yeah...thanks to you...If you want to I could go visit here again for Grand Pa and for you also...

Jessica: of course! your my friend right?

Gi kwang: ahh yeah! your my friend...I'm going to say this to Grand Pa immidiately so that I won't bother you anymore...

Jessica: bother? your not bothering me!

Gi kwang: aigoo...don't say something like that because I might not gonna go out of this Mansion...

Jessica:(smiled) ok...say it to Grand Pa immediately...

continuation on chapter 9-He's leaving...

Chapter 7- It's not our Date!

On the next day..

Grand Pa: Jessica! your late...come and sit with us take your breakfast...

Jessica: Grand Pa! why is Jin-ho with us?

Grand Pa: it's ok...he's your friend...and he's our guest for today...

Jessica: friend? he's not my friend yet....

Grand Pa: why? what do you want he's your lover? or your he's lover?

Jessica: Grand Pa!!! stop that! a friend is better!

Grand Pa: then good! he's your friend!

Jessica: it won't happend! never!

Grand Pa: I heard you had a date with Gi kwang on the other day...the 2 of you
escaped the Mansion and didn't said anything to me...

Jessica and Gi kwang: no it's not Grand Pa! we just...

Grand Pa: just what? between the 2 of you ha...I really feel something different..

Jessica: hey you! explain what we did! (looking at Gi kwang)

Gi kwang: Grand Pa...I brought Jessica to the Seoul Tower because she never seen that Tower ever since...

Jessica: heard it Grand Pa! now its clear to you...

Grand Pa: I heard that mostly couples are always going there...

Jessica: couples?! its not only for couples is that place....
you! explain again to Grand Pa that place is not only for couples(looked at Gi kwang)

Gi kwang: yes, Grand Pa that Tower is open for every ages..we saw some
childrens and oldies that are there too...

Grand Pa: whatever the both of you explains to me...it's a date....

Jessica and Gi kwang: no! Grand Pa! you misunderstood it!

Grand Pa: ok I'm going...eat your breakfast Jessica...Gi kwang tell me what's the real relationship
you had with my Grand Daughter later...(the door slammed)

Jessica: Grand Pa! wait! you misunderstood it!(looked at Gi kwang) look what you've done!
if you didn't brought me to that place Grand Pa won't think of that thing to us....

Gi kwang: aigoo...I couldn't consider it as a date too...maybe your Grand Pa means a friendly date...

Jessica: friendly date? what's that?

Gi kwang: from the word it self...friendly date...

Jessica: I got it! but how can only friends with a opposite gender is on a date?

Gi kwang: why? what do you mean? you and I are something?

Jessica: I didn't mean that!

Gi kwang: you mean what?(smiling)

Jessica: ssut! let's just finish this stupid conversation!

continuation is on Chapter - Jessica is being nice now...

Chapter 6- I'm worried!

It was morning Jessica was waiting for Gikwang to come for their session....

Jessica: aish! why does he takes so long to come here? since we are just in the same roof....

then the Grand Pa came...

Grand Pa: Jessica...my darling Grand Daughter stop walking back and fort, you might get dizzy...
what's bothering you?

Jessica: nothing Grand Pa....

Grand Pa: and why are you acting like that?

Jessica: I dunno why...

Grand Pa: i think your'e worried because Gi kwang is not here yet, don't worry Jessica
were just in the same roof...

Jessica: that's what I am thinking too...were just in the same roof and he's late, he never got
late like this he was always an early-riser...

Grand Pa: don't worry my dear Jessica he'll just come in a minute...

they do not know that Gi kwang escaped the Mansion because of something came urgent.....

Grand Pa: Jessica I'm going now...I'm going to fixed problems regarding about our properties and the company....

Jessica: ok Grand Pa...

It was already evening when Gi kwang came....

Gi kwang:(sounds of so tired) Jessica...I'm sorry I was so late...

Jessica: yeah your'e so late(looking angry)

Gi kwang: I'm really really sorry...

Jessica: sorry? you make me wait for you for so long....

Gi kwang: ok..I didn't mean it...I didn't mean to be late and make you wait for me for an hours...

Jessica: where have you been?

Gi kwang: ok I'll be honest...I escaped the Mansion and go home immediately because I heard a news
regarding my parents that they got sick that's why I go home quickly to check on them...

Jessica: aish! you should send a message or called me!

Gi kwang:(smiling) why? did you got worried?

Jessica: worried? why should I got worried?

Gi kwang: yes, your'e worried because of me...

Jessica: you! jerk! it's impossible! I never got worried on someone execept for my Grand Pa...

Gi kwang: then I'm the first one...

Jessica: aish! I shouldn't just complained and shouted at you lately! you show off jerk!

Gi kwang:(smiling) ok! whatever you think of me...your'e just worried because of me....

Jessica: aish!! I'm really going to smack you!(lift her right hand)

Gi kwang:(catches Jessica's hand) becareful, don't forget to watch your'e attitude(smiling)

Irie:(looking at Gi kwang angrily) aish!

Gi kwang: ok I'm going! good night Jessica!(sounds of door slammed)

continuation on Chapter 7-It's not our Date!

Chapter 5- Seoul Tower

Gissica

On the next day...

Gi kwang: Jessica! did you ever go out of this Mansion?

Jessica: of course! I don't locked my self here...

Gi kwang: then its good! let's go! (holding Jessica's left hand)

Jessica: (looking at Gi kwang) where are we going?

Gi kwang: trust me, I won't bring you somewhere...

Jessica keeps on looking at Gi kwang while they were running...after an hour...

Gi kwang: were here!

Jessica: ha?...what are we doing here? this is a tower...

Gi kwang: yes! your'e right this is a tower....

Jessica: what's the big deal with this stupid freaking tower?!

Gi kwang: I thought your'e not locking your self at the mansion? but it looks like...

Jessica: it's true that I'm not locking my self at the Mansion but its really my first
time going at this place...

Gi kwang: really? but this is the most popular tower here in Seoul...

Jessica: whatever! let's go up, and see what you are showing off to me....

Gi kwang: ok! that's what you said (smiling)

as they were entering the elevator...

Gi kwang: someone said to me that when your'e inside the elevator don't take a breath and make
a wish, then your'e wish will surely come true...

Jessica: really?(stops her breathing)

Gi kwang: (looked at Jessica) did you really did it? hahahaha!

Jessica: you stupid jerk! I'm going to smack your face!

Gi kwang: I was just joking around...

Jessica: then I won't believe in your words anymore!

Gi kwang: oh! were here already!....

Jessica: woaaah! it's so pretty up here!...

Gi kwang: yeah...you could see the whole Seoul City way up here...

Jessica really? woaah... oh!(she suddenly saw a telescope near to the window)
what's this a telescope?

Gi kwang: yes it is! so you could see the buildings and the whole city so clear...

Jessica: this is for public place right?

Gi kwang: yes, as you can see there are childrens and at different age's of people is in here...

Jessica: ahh...that's why I saw upscale restaurants and snack bars at the middle part of this tower...

Gi kwang: since you wished at the elevator lately...what was your wish?

Jessica: my wish? I wish that you could go back to your parents immediately...

Gi kwang: really? why did you wished that?

Jessica: so that you could not bother me anymore and you could go back to your parents...

Gi kwang: thanks anyway...I really wanted go back to my own home...

Jessica: thanks for what?

Gi kwang: for wishing that...if only that saying is true...

Jessica: I think its for the better that I wish that...

but both of them looks so sad...

Gi kwang: Jessica-sshi...should we gome home now?

Jessica: already?

Gi kwang: yes, because your'e Grand Pa might get worried and find you, since its already 7:00 o'clock p.m.

Jessica: ahh yeah! I remember we only escaped at the Mansion...he doesn't know that we go out...

Gi kwang: ok let's go!

continuation on the Chapter 6- I'm worried!

Chapter-4 Inhale and Exhale...

it was morning for their first session regarding for the changes of Jessica....

Jessica: yesterday what was that mean?

Gi kwang: hahaha ok we'll start first for your emotions...
you need to control your anger ok?!....

Jessica: are you a teacher?! and why are leading me?!

Gi kwang: ok...do you want me to be out of your sight immediately?

Jessica: what a question! of course!

Gi kwang: then why aren't you following my instructions?

Jessica: ahh..ok! I will follow you now...

Gi kwang: good...listen, in order to change your attitude you need to control your emotions first...specially when you get angry you should control it because you could hurt others because of your emotions...

Jessica: how?

Gi kwang: its just simple...inhale and exhale until when you feel better....

Jessica: really? I never knew that before....

Gi kwang: I always do that whenever I got angry....

Jessica: ok! I'm going to try that when I got angry...

Gi kwang: and never forget to smile infront of the people...

Jessica: smile? why should I smile? someone could thought that im going crazy if I do that! no way!

Gi kwang: Jessica...its not because you smiled it means you are going crazy...did you even laughed before?

Jessica: ahhh...I couldn't remember when was the last time I laughed....

Gi kwang: even when you are watching funny movies?

Jessica: I'm not that kind of a person that can easily laughed...

Gi kwang: really? you should try too...it feels great inside when you smile and laughed...

Jessica: how? I really don't know how..

Gi kwang: Irie! look! what's that?!

Jessica:(looked back) where where?

Gi kwang burst into laugh....

Jessica: what the! are you messing around?! get lost I don't need you!

Gi kwang: I was just kidding...you should just ride on my joke....

Jessica: ha! joke?! is that a joke?! I never knew you were a joker!(looking angry)

Gi kwang: relax...your angry again...Inhale, Exhale...

Jessica:(inhale, exhale) whuuu...it feels great inside...

Gi kwang: see...I was right...

Jessica: ok whatever!

continuation on Chapter 5- Seoul Tower

Chapter 3- ok I accept you!

on the next day....Gi kwang was standing in
front of Jessica's room....

Jessica: what are you doing here, you jerk?

Gi kwang: don't you remember what your Grand Pa said?

Jessica: of course I remember it! I'm not a stupid! like you!

Gi kwang:(smiling) ok! i don't care what will you think or say about me...
the most important thing for now is what your Grand Pa's deal with me...

Jessica: deal? so that deal is you to be my personal friend?(curious face)

Gi kwang: exactly!(smiling)

Jessica: but why did you agreed to that deal? did you did something to my Grand Pa?

Gi kwang:no I din't do something to your Grand Pa,I agreed because my parents had a debt to your Grand Pa....to repay for that debt I sacrificed my self and your Grand Pa think about a way so that we could repay him back....

Jessica: so what's the point of that deal?

Gi kwang: I thought you already knew about the deal?

Jessica: of course! I knew it already! I just want you say what was the deal of my Grand Pa to you...

Gi kwang: are you messing up with me?

Jessica: ahh no! wait! are you leading me?

Gi kwang: ok! all I need to do is to change your attitude and after that I could get rid of your sight...

Jessica: really?? its just too easy...all I need is to change...but wait! change?? is there wrong with me?

Gi kwang: hahaha your'e really funny right?

Jessica: funny? I'm not kidding around here!

Gi kwang: can't you see your attitude?? that your being rude to anyone...

Jessica: yah! how dare you to judge me?!

Gi kwang: though its just the first time we talked for so long I can already learn your'e attitude...
and your'e Grand Pa was right! that he chose a something like me(smiling)

Jessica: ha! stop being show off!

Gi kwang: no! I'm not being show off I mean your Grand Pa is right to choose a tutor for you....

Jessica: tutor?! what the! I'm not a moron!

Gi kwang: its for your attitude...

Jessica:(angry look) ok! even I really hate it...I need to obey what my Grand Pa wants...

Gi kwang: ok! at least you already realized it(smiling)

Jessica: realized what?!

Gi kwang: haha I'm going now first...tomorrow we'll be starting ok?!

Jessica: what?! hey stay there! starting for what?!

continuation is on 

Chapter-4 Inhale and Exhale...

Chapter 2- FC...Feeling Close

Sonyu Shi Dae

On the next morning...

Grand Pa: oh my darling Jessica why did you let your friend Gi kwang brought by the mafia guards outside of our Mansion?

Jessica: ha! Grand Pa! are you insane? he is not my friend and I don't need a friend...

Grand Pa: aish! your starting with your bad mouth again! you should accept him as your friend Jessica...

Jessica: sssh!! but I don't want a friend...

Grand Pa: oh! Gi kwang is here...yah! Gi kwang come over here....

Gi kwang: yes! Grand Pa!

Jessica was staring so angrily at Gi kwang

Grand Pa: I should go now...you both should talk first...ha?!

Gi kwang: ok grand pa!(smiling)

Jessica: ssh! are you trying to be close to my Grand Pa?

Gi kwang: ahh...it's not like that...I'm just being respectful to your Grand Pa...because he's an elder...

Jessica: don't deny it...I know your plans...Im not a stupid!

Gi kwang: no! it's not...

Jessica: your'e just too feeling close to my Grand Pa....

Gi kwang: aish! I said it's not...

Jessica: whatever!...

Hello Miss Arrogant!

SNSD's Jeesica and BEAST's Gi Kwang fan fiction story.....


Jessica is an arrogant,no respect, a hard headed and always saying meany words to others,her parents already died when she was young she was left to her Grand father. Her Grand father love's her so much that everything she asks, her grand father will give it to her even though she has an attitude problem...

Gi kwang is a optimistic,humurous and respectful kind of a guy...
he has a poor family and Gi kwang's parents had a debt to pay to Jessica's Grand father... so that Gikwang could pay the debt of his parents the Grand father decided to hire Gi kwang as Jessica's personal friend and a tutor the Grand father make a deal to Gi kwang that when Jessica changed her attitude he will set Gi kwang free and go back to his parents....

Jessica's Grand Grand Father owns the most progressive
and influencial company in Korea...they have many
properties and that's also the reason why Jessica is
hard headed and arrogant...


Chapter 1- Get out!

It was morning...Jessica just waked up from her bed...

Servant: young lady...your'e grand father wanted to see you this early in the morning...

Jessica: what if your'e than one would go there?(looking angrily)

Servant: but young lady...your'e grand father requested for this...

Jessica: what if I don't want to go there?

Servant: your'e grand father will get angry to me....

Jessica: so what?! I don't care! it's your own problem...

Servant: but please young lady...your grand father really wanted to see you this morning....

after an hour of conversation...

Jessica: get out! get out of here! I don't want to see your face here!!!

the other servants: another servant is out again...butler-nim another one is out!

and then Jessica went to his grand father immediately....

Jessica: grand pa! that new stupid servant making my head ache! she should get out a here...

Grand Pa: oh my lovely Jessica...don't worry we'll change her...

Jessica: Grand pa! what is this punk doing here?

Grand Pa: ahh! he is Gi kwang he is your friend...

Jessica: ssh!! chingu?! I don't need those things...

Grand pa: haha...my darling Jessica I think you need him and you needed a friend...

Jessica: I don't need anyone...and mostly I don't need a friend....

Grand Pa: wait...you better talk first I need to got to my office...

Jessica: but Grand Pa!...wait!

Grand Pa: Im going...Im going...(the door slamed)

Gi kwang: (smiling) Annyeong! nice meeting you....

Jessica: what's nice in meeting you?

Gi kwang: hehe though I was just hired to be your friend we could be a true friends not just that I was hired...

Jessica: I...Don't...Like...you!! to be my friend! get out a here! and I don't need a friend!

Gi kwang: but your Grand Father hired me...and I won't get out a here unless you couldn't changed your attitude

Jessica: I don't care! get out!

Gi kwang: he was the one who decided this...Im not going to follow you...(smiling)

Jessica: your not going out?

Gi kwang: yes...I won't (sounds playing around)

Jessica: or should I call the mafia guards?

And then Gi kwang was brought by the mafia guards out of the Mansion...

Remember that this only my imaginations that's why this is a fanfiction...

the continuation is on chapter 2- FC...Feeling Close

My own SNSD/Girls Generation/Shouju Jidai's "Hoot" English Version....

The moment I blink again, you check it out...

stop staring at those girls who are passing by...

acting like you are not, acting you didn't hear me...

its all weird, weird, weird....

How about acting a little bit more nicer to me?

your'e words keep on hurting me so much like my heart was shoot...

i really don't like and hate it and I become used to it...

but I was really really really disapponted...

hey, where are you looking sir?

hey, I'm right here behind you....

*CHORUS*

Because of you my heart is in protect, and it wears an armor to

fight back, wherever you are...because your'e arrow is a

trouble, trouble, trouble...and I heard the sound and you

shoot, shoot, shoot and now I laugh, laugh, laugh...

By now I'm getting scared of your words, 

because it might get killed me...

I already gave you a second chance and your'e really

a trouble, trouble, trouble...and now its my turn to shoot,

shoot, shoot and I laugh, laugh, laugh

I heard youv'e gone stupid and fell into a girl's trap...

stop those excuses! you just don't know how to learn like before right?

I know you won't meet a girl with good manners forever you, you,

you...Don't act like you don't know...your'e not a cupid(your'e not!)

*CHORUS*

Because of you my heart is in protect, and it wears an armor to

fight back, wherever you are...because your'e arrow is a

trouble, trouble, trouble...and I heard the sound and you

shoot, shoot, shoot and now I laugh, laugh, laugh...

By now I'm getting scared of your words, 

because it might get killed me...

I already gave you a second chance and your'e really

a trouble, trouble, trouble...and now its my turn to shoot,

shoot, shoot and I laugh, laugh, laugh

If you try to escape from me, I'm going to kill you right now...

Do you see this circle? you can't escape now....

Your'e talking to your self like crazy thinking I' have mercy on you

but still I won't shoot an arrow like you did before to me....

*CHORUS*

because of you my heart is in protect, and it wears an armor to

fight back, wherever you are...because your'e arrow is a

trouble, trouble, trouble...and I heard the sound and you

shoot, shoot, shoot and now I laugh, laugh, laugh...

By now I'm getting scared of your words, 

because it might killed me...

I already gave you a second chance and your'e really

a trouble, trouble, trouble...and now its my turn to shoot,

shoot, shoot and I laugh, laugh, laugh

Note: If you want to do a cover regarding my SNSD's Hoot English version...you should confirm me first, or else I'm going to curse you bwahahahaha!!!!!!

My own SNSD/Girls Generation/Shouju Jidai's Genie English Version....

I heard you called my name...

hey, this is an S.O.S and i know you needed me....

hey, you must be true to your wish and think about a dream...

whatever you wished it will come true...

because I'm the Genie who fell in love with you only....

do you want the things that you never had before? or 

a girl that you want to be your own? 

I won't understand if you won't say anything there....

Those words are only I wait for you to say...those magical

words that you need to spit it out...Tell Me what are your Biggest Dreams?...

I'm always here to guide you like the stars in the sky

whatever you wished or asked for I will give to you

even your'e own future I can change it...

I'll grant what you wish...

*CHORUS*

That's the reason why I'm here(I'm Genie for you boy)

If you want to be with me(I'm Genie for your wish)

If you like me too(I'm Genie for your dream)

If you do love me(I'm Genie for your world)

Have you been prepared? its kinda boring right?

everyday seems to be the same....

get ready for your change...

and stand out in front of them....

with your new look so fashionable and shine just like...

a super star, shining star, super star.....

jump into your own new world and drive 

to where your heart wants to go, don't look back 

just keep on driving until you reach the end...

Because right now I'm going to change your life, like you never had before 

and I'll just keep the secret that I'm just your biggest fan....

I'm always here to guide you like the stars in the sky(just like~~the stars)

whatever you wished or asked for I will give to you

even your'e own future I can change it...

I'll grant what you wish...

*CHORUS*

That's the reason why I'm here(I'm Genie for your boy)

Just for you my dear(I'm Genie for your wish)

If you like me too(I'm Genie for your dream)

If you do love me(I'm Genie for your world)

as soon as you love me...

oh hey! Tell me what you need

Tell me what you hope!

Dj put it back on!

as long as you know how to love and love waits for you....

there will be always a way for everything....

love me as the way I loved you like before...then I grant what you wish...

as soon as you love me....

(Taeyeon's part)

Your'e my only hope to set me free from this place...

Your'e the only one that I can depend on...

I'll promise to give you my everthing I won't leave you

just set me free from this place...

(all)

This chest is filled with Music like love is in the air

The beginning is so perfect like automatic

I was alone and then you came like a Magic

I'll grant what you wish...

That's the reason why I'm here(I'm Genie for you boy)

If you want to be with me(I'm Genie for your wish)

If you like me too(I'm Genie for your dream)

If you do love me(I'm Genie for your world)

Just give me your trust...

(I'm Genie for you Boy)

If you do love me

(I'm Genie for your wish)

because I really like you....

NOTE:  If you want to do a cover regarding my own English version of SNSD's Genie please inform me first....or else I'm going to curse you Bwahahahaha.....